10，11 oct 2009 苦尽甘来吗？

好久没有合照了。。一直想常常合照，现在我们有了多几张。。好开心哦。。^^
我想要在我们的周年纪念时弄成一本相簿送给他，不知道可以吗？
在开心的背后不知道曾经流过多少泪，心不知伤了多少篇。。在接下来的日子还会有伤心和开心的事发生的。。如果我们都不放弃一定可以走到最后的。。希望我有一天可以在这里放上我们的结婚照。。^^

昨天有点不开心! 还以为你不在在乎我了呢！可是我感觉到你是在乎我的！你对我做的点点滴滴让我的心情好转！其实只要和你在一起，最算上一分钟我是生气，伤心都会消失的！我希望你能时时刻刻都想到我，我在你心里还有地位就够了！

我知道我不是你想要的终身伴侣，好难过哦！你不知道当你说的时候，是在我心里割了一刀吗？你有这样的想法让我不知所错！我不知道我应该继续还是怎样！要抓你的心好难哦！你有想过我们的将来吗？我应该要怎样呢？

20091003八月十五 ，情人来团圆

今年是我第一次和我的男朋友过中秋节。这个中秋好难过哦！在这一天来临前，我们发生好多事！有让我们彼此都有想放弃对方的念头！到最后因为我们彼此都爱对方和不舍得就没有真正的放弃！我想这么多的问题，我们是可以一起克服的！我不会轻易的对你放手的！


八月十五的这一天虽然我们过得平淡普通，可是对我来说是浪漫！你趁我不在时为我点起了蜡烛，写着I Love Yen!虽然我拍不到完整的句子，可是我看到了完整的句子！ 虽然才短短几分钟,但是我已经看到了，也感受到了你想给我的爱!它已经深深地烙在我的心里了！我很谢谢你为我做的这一些！一句谢谢都是无法代替我心里想说的千言万语，我的感动！你为我做的，我一
要怎样回报你呢？我会用我的整个心去爱你，疼你，照顾你，和关心你！我还可以为你做很多很多的事，只要是你想的！


我很想跟你说"我爱你,古添良！我愿意嫁给你，当你的老婆！

Did I change much from before?

I tot tat I changing my fashion style,my figure and my attitude.I tot tat u will realize my small change but u told me tat i nvr change..how could u be like tat?now u omparing me with her.. u ady long time didnt mention her..i tot we will be happy forever but i hav make a serious mistake..she never leave ur heart,u always keep a space for her..although u told me tat u both wont have anythg but as ur girlfren,i really scare coz no 1 will knw wat will happen if u meet her..Same as wat i tot before,i was vy free to let u out wif her but somethg out of my mind happen..u oso nvr tot to tell her tat it is impossible to be together again..u dun wan explain to her make me vy worry n scare..

Althought few day ago,we hav quarrel but finally we stil get together.I was happy bcz finally u choose to be with me again..tat hav prove that u love me more thn her..but u stil will make compare between me n her..in ur heart,she was the best one..no matter how i change my out look oso not as good as her...i dun care..i will keep continue changing,i vy pleasure to do it but i will be more happy if u can explain to her n forget her,ask her dun came n disturd us..i thk tat my change is worthy,i dun mind every thg...if not i will knw tat my change is a foolish,stupid n stuborn thg...to live happily n forever wif u i can let off my dream n myself,jus hope tat u wont let me off n make me dissapointed..

I REALLY LOVE U N HOPE TO FOREVER WITH U....

finally

sue yen.jennie,samantha,gar yee
Today is last presentation and assignment.After few week suffer finally can end every assignment le...but end of assignment was begin of the final exam..but end of the exam was begin of the sem break le...hehe...tis cycle wil be continue until we graduate de...tis is life of student la...hehe...

Today presntation was faster presentation of me after study a year...thx for my frens espeacialy who do the webpage design.....although on tis assignment got face some sad,angry thg but i should not keep in my heart de....bcz wat been said was correct but nt really correct...not every can do thg as fast as possible de...need time and space...anyway is over ady....mayb on the spot i will be vy angry wif u but after that is ok de le....we goin together for 1 and half year de...hehe..frens.....we ady do our best le..thx thx....hav a good rest ba.....dun be sick o....coz i ady nt felling well le...bcz of nt sleep well....take care o....

After by this week,finally i can go back home le....i can meet my boyfren and my family le...i miss them so much...

阴影？

8 仁燕，添良
偷拍的。。

听人家是说男朋友会吃醋是因为他呼你。我也是这么认为的。。我很开心你会吃醋，那代表你在乎和爱我。。我真的很开心。。可是当我觉得很幸福的时候，发生了不愉快事。这件事发生的太突然了。。我不知道该怎么办。。我在哄人这方面有点笨。。当你说我不会哄人时，我束手无策了，很担心。。你知道为什么我 哪么怕你生气吗？因为过去的经验，我怕你会因为生气而跟我分手。。我会承受不了的。。每次看到你生气的样子，我就觉得好没有安全感哦！因为那次说分手的表情和你生气的表情 一样 的，每当看到你那个表情我就很怕了。我真的很爱你的，我不希望你为了一点小事就说要跟我分手。。

我觉得你还没有从以前那段情走出来，因为我每次惹你生气的原因都是她以前常做的事！比如，去唱歌和出去没有跟你说！这些都是她以前对你做的。。我说你还没有从她的阴影走出来，可是你说没有。。后来我发现了她跟你分手的原因也是她没有跟你说她要出去，导致你们吵架然后分手。。你知道我出去没告诉你这事，可以知道你还是把我跟她比较的。。你知道这样 对我不公平吗？为什么我要填补她的不足？你要知道我跟她是不同样的人，我们性格个根本完全不像 ！她会对你做的事，不见得我会做！我明知道你不喜欢我做的事都是她做过，可是我还是答应了你！现在回想起来，觉得我自己很傻！为什么当时没有想深点，关于你对她的阴影！如果我早点发现我想我们昨晚就不会吵架了。。

今天早上你发了信息跟我说你昨晚不该对我发脾气，然后跟我道歉！你知道当我看到那个信息的时候是什么感觉吗？我的心很痛，觉得自己很委屈！你生气我是因为别人在你身上建立了阴影，然后你怕我会像她那样！我们这么辛苦的经营我们的爱情，我不希望它是为了别人而建立的！希望你不要再拿她跟我比了！你知道当你拿她跟我比时，是在伤害我同时也在伤害你自己跟我们的感情吗！我希望从此她不会影响到你对我们的未来！

对我而言，一段感情是要有坦诚相对，体谅，和包含！没了信任的爱情是不会长久的！不管你的爱人是怎样的人，我们都应该互相体谅和包含！因为这些都是能让你的爱情有个美好结局的基本条件！不管大事小事，都要跟你的另一半商量和解决！如果在一问题上不能达到共识就想个办法来调谐！不要在每一件事都坚持自己的立场，有时要为你的身边的人想想！

加油吧！要甜甜蜜蜜的到永远哦！

memory...

H1N1 ady attack kampar...
elaine ,gar yee n me...!

elaine n me...!
limi n me...!
gar yee n me...!
难得的照看来脸好瘦哦！嘿嘿

Already long time didnt take pic like tis le..oni left sue yen is not inside the pic...not complete yet..hav to find some day wan she take pic with me..hehe...!will miss these days we be together de...coz this is memorise my day at U...Althought have unhappy memory but happy memory will more than the bad one..!i wan to create many happy memory than bother the unhappy memory..!i wan take many pic with my friends in U..Tis is to 补偿the day when i at secondary sch coz i seldom take pic in those days...i dun wan when wan to recall back the happy moment cant find any pic or memory..!
Now we should appreciate things that we have,so that it wont be our 遗憾after long time..aspecially nowadays full of decease..H1N1...haizz..tis sickness very scary le...so we have to 珍惜watever we have now..coz we dun knw whn we will leave tis world n how we leave...珍惜珍惜！

裂了吗？

在这个月前一已经有裂痕的友情终于在010809的这一天爆开了！L小姐和K小姐不稳固的关系在一场预料之外的情况下一闹不可收拾了！她们真的不能再当朋友了吗？身为她们的朋友的我不想看到这样的事发生的。
她们两位都是我的好朋友。。我不想两边都失去！在这件事不方便给任何的意见！我只是不想影响到我跟她们的友情，我很努力的在维持我所有的朋友的友情！对我来说友情是很可贵的，因为人与人之间的感情是很难得的！我们能做朋友是缘分，要珍惜所有上天安排给我们的缘分。。
K小姐啊，我们算认识很久了吧？认识你这么久卧好像不是很了解你！不知道你在想什么，不知道你在帕什么，不知道你怎么了。。！你从不跟我说真话，就一个谎言如果被揭穿了不只会伤害到信任你的人也会伤到你自己的。。当别人跟我说你的事时，我是半信半疑的，可是我 看到了。。我亲眼看到的。如果我去揭穿你，你会说实话吗？从你说你们是没有什么的，我就很相信你的。。可是我看到了，你知道我有多么的伤心吗？有人说看开点，我真的很想看开的。。我做到看开了可是被骗的感觉不好受的。。我什么是i 都没有骗过你也没瞒过你！我不期望你把i 我当成很好的朋友不过以我们的不疑心，有时我觉得我很厉害可以哪么单纯，虽然我每次都说尽量不要跟你 说太多我的事，可是最后还是失败了。。我不想揭穿你的话所以选择相信！当你说我背叛你时，我吓倒了！我自问我没有背叛你，我怎么背叛你了呢？难道你不跟她说话就得代表我也不跟她说话吗？我还是会把她当朋友的。。你也是我的朋友。。

L小姐，你是个有话直说的人，你也把你对她的委屈往自己的肚子里吞有泪自己流。。虽然我没有跟你们常常在一起不知道你们发生什么事。。如果你早点看开点就不会有今天的情况了。。你应该找个能让自己发泄的地方，这样对你自己会好的。。因为有一格管道能让你发泄和会让你觉得舒服。。人也会开心的。。想问你，可以不要常常黑着脸吗？这样很可怕的。。每个人都要对 你小心翼翼的。。尤其是我。。我怕自己不知道哪里惹你了，很胆战心肌的。。希望你可以每天微笑。。这样会很好的。。。希望你会开心点啦！我不是之前不是不管心你只是我知道你跟丽糸有点不是很聊得来，所以不敢事事都想到你的。。我以后不这样了因为我知道当你把那个人成好朋友时，他不理会你的时候是什么感受的。。

我希望每个在我身边的的朋友都可以幸福快乐。。不要常常不开心，笑口常开好运自然来。。

EQ..

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This is 2nd blog place i write..Now vy interest in writing blog but mayb later i will take to post another new blog because i just will write when i feel sad,guilty,happy,angry or something not good only i write..This is to release all my heart feeling..When i decided to write this blog,i tell myself that i will not let this space know by others..because this is my world..only here i can say out everything...hehe

My 1st blog is EQ..
Before this,i thought my EQ quite good.But after i study at U,my EQ is lower than i thouhgt..I will say like this is because i became like to jealous,easy have heart feeling,angry and bad mood...
Maybe what LIMI say is correct,she say before you enter U,your friend,time,space already fix so you would not easy get effect your EQ but in U,it is a small society,what will happen in society may happen in this small society,like this is easy effect your EQ level.
This few days,i already think about my EQ..How i going to manage it?Maybe is time to act like dont too bother to other but in our life we still need friends and someone that care us..In other ways,we also need to care our friends,so that you wont feel lonely and helpless when you face problems.
should o not i jealous to them?Is i less interact with them or they dun wan interact with me?I dun knw how to face them...I very care friendship de but y they want to act like that?Make me feel that i m not one of them le..i wan friend that i care always think of me no matter in what..Things that she do to me,make me have this kind of feel..she make me feel we no as close as before,she is someone that “贪新厌旧”.When i think like that i feel vy angry wif her..when i recall back of what she did to me,i really really angry and“不爽”。Maybe is me 小气,not 慷慨enough..but when think back our close period,i feel sad...

算了。。he说的一句“有我关心你还需要她们的关心吗？but boy friend cant replace friends and friend cant replace boyfriends.For me they both are important..Maybe i should看开about the friendship..